In this world i call my own,contentment, self-belief, i make my thoughts known.

Friday, February 24, 2006

Get lost.

I tell you I want to go Bangkok. You said some other time.
One week later, you said your colleagues invited you to Bangkok. You asked me to go along. I was so excited, I had no mood for work. You told me you let your assistant take leave and so you can't.
3 days later, you told me to take leave and go to Genting for a holiday over the weekend. I didnt want another disappointment, I kept quiet. As my hopes got up, I scouted around for available last minute bookings. I got clearance from my mother. Everything was perfect.
















You told me, "Let's postpone our trip."








I feel bloody cheated. I do not like you. Get lost.

Thursday, February 02, 2006

my drama mama

I thought it'd be okay. I hoped that she'll be less biased. Seems like what she preach is not what she is.

I'm being grilled.

Right down to my toes.

She'll never make things easy for me. Perhaps, I should have persisted. And give her what she wants. Never mind that I'll not be happy. Just give me a break.

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

for me. for you. for us.

I'm glad things are clear now.

I'm happy I made the right decision.

Even though things may not run smoothly all the same, but I know I want things to work out. No matter how tough it is, I somehow feel that things will work out fine.

I want everyone to be happy for me.