beautiful moments.

beautiful moments.: "My Public Photos"

Caught in the middle.

I guess it's only right that I shut up and leave. He needs his space and he needs to figure out his direction, I'd be happy for him if things turn out well between them. Truly will. It'll be a pity, but at least, I had a slight taste of the sweet dessert, and the short experience allowed me to gain confidence in myself once again. That I'm worth it, that I'm worthy of someone much more, someone who truly deserves me, and that there will be someone who sees that I'm beautiful, inside out.

It was sweet while it lasted. I just don't seem to have that kind of luck or fate to find someone who thinks the world of me.

Now, the 2 guys in my life are 2 hugely emotional creatures and rather than jumping into the whirlpool, for once in my life, I'm gonna take a step back, and lie back on my lounge chair, sip a lychee martini, and focus on myself for a bit.

Both directions could be a dead end, both could be heading in a roundabout, perhaps one path is the right one and the other's too dark to take the gamble. Rather than throw all my eggs in one basket and take the leap to one of the paths, I choose not to make a move. I'll sit right here, and not move a single strand of hair.

I'm too tired to give, too tired to care.