In this world i call my own,contentment, self-belief, i make my thoughts known.

Monday, July 11, 2005

i hurt myself to cover another pain

i will get out because you want me out. i shall spare you the agony of seeing me around. dont say i didnt try, cos i've always asked if it was okay that i was around. maybe my attempts to get you guys out were not appreciated. just yourselves one question. after so many years, have you ever remembered my birthday? when was the last time you celebrated my birthday?

i dont have to know. and i dont want to know the answers. it may be a very small thing. but it mattered. though not anymore. since a long time ago. i've gotten used to it.

2 comments:

farella & sheenz said...

dear, pack up your bags and leave for some place better. don't hover ard those who qtns you stupid things that gd dun even have to ask at all. i'm happy now. so much happier. ive new frens, benny baby for instance, , he's my master jedi ben. he's nuts. i'm better frens with my sis now and im liking it. bee loves my new job. our r/s is getting better and betterest (after going thru shit together for almost 4 yrs now). move on k dear, i'll meet up with you soon. give me time cuz i'm busy with skool and spding time with my dearest girl who will be leaving for germany anytime now. i will meet up with u and nevelli soon cuz im missing you guys already. i love you and you know that. holler anytime you want. me staying silent duzzen mean i dun think abt u k? take care of yourself. believe in karma.
ps: if all goes well, i'll be shifting in with my gramps at this 3 story bungalow. (cool huh?)and bee and i have discussed, tentatively, we're getting engaged next november. yeap! happy like mad, in cloud 9. love you, muacks!

farella & sheenz said...

hah, kids. whatever.