In this world i call my own,contentment, self-belief, i make my thoughts known.

Saturday, March 25, 2006

Please just let it be a bad bad bad dream...

A blade just stabbed through my back and right through my heart. Where it hurts the most.

I can't think, my head hurts so bad.
I feel so drained, I just lay there the whole night, staring into space.

You made me believe so many things. Yet you ruined it all.

You said I passed the sentence too soon, too abrupt, without explanation, without forgiveness.

What you say makes sense, yet it doesn't.
It all somehow tallies, yet it doesn't.

I can't decide whether to believe you.
I can't decide whether to stay firm in my verdict.
I can't decide whether I'm a fool.

I woke up this morning, thinking, perhaps, its all just a bad bad dream. I wanted it so much to be so. Unfortunately, its not.

Perhaps, its a pebble in our path.
Perhaps, its a mountain we both have to cross.
Perhaps, there's no further road ahead to where we came from.

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