Just let me hate you ya?

Why do I always feel like that on a Saturday?
My heart just goes to the rock bottom of the once again realisation of the situation.

I'm at a loss again. The determination running low with nothing to distract me.
I don't want to think about it anymore. I don't want to know. I don't want to do anything. I don't want to cry. It's been 2 weeks. I'm turning blind.