A technicolour dreamcoat.

When something major happens in your life, and as much as you want to bury it deep down inside, somewhere that can't be reached despite the desperate need to, yet, all you want, is to brush it away for now.

When that particular thing boils to the top, bubbling like some hot liquid, forcing its way to the surface, ignoring all pleas to stay buried, all you want to do is to tell just that one person, just to make yourself feel better, hoping that the one person could bring light and positivity into the somehow mad rush downhill scenario.

Yet, all you can do, is smile to yourself, reminding yourself that, it's not going to happen, cos that person somehow seems too occupied, or too caught up in whatever's happening, some priorities way above you at this point.

The very person you wanted to be the first to know, may turn out to be, unfortunately, the very last person to know. By then, I hope, things wouldn't matter at all, cos it has taken a turn for the better, that whatever is swirling through my head now may all seem like a figment of my imagination.

For now, I shall leave you in your own world, where things are all flowery and nice, at least that's what it seems to me, I'll colour my own world, a technicolor dreamcoat.