In this world i call my own,contentment, self-belief, i make my thoughts known.

Thursday, March 12, 2009

The same shit, in different colours.

As of now, I declare I am drained. Absolutely every drop of me has been sucked dry. I don't want to move, I don't want to do anything, I don't even want to talk to anyone, I just want to lie in bed and sleep, or just stare into space.

I really want to get out of here for a couple of days, but I don't see the possibility of it happening anytime soon due to time or financial restrictions. Yes, I am a full time employee and a struggling student. It actually pains me to remove $200 from my bank account and watch it shrivel and die.

I am thinking, of going to somewhere myself, where I'll do just absolutely nothing. My colleague just went off to Bangkok, and I am so envious I swear I just turned green like the Incredible Hulk.

My mind is on permanent overdrive and it is running faster than I can even breathe. Maybe that explains why I forget to take breaths sometimes. Give me a bikini, a beach, the sun, shades, and a ice cold beer right now, and I'll marry you! Maybe not, but I'll be over the moon for sure. Even if it's just for 2 days.

Lamenting, grumbling, whining aside, I should really go get ready for work already.

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