bewildered.

i suppose its naive and too much of me to expect things to go back to how they were. as true as these words are, what's done cannot be undone. i've forgotten how it started, what happened. all i remember is the end, which leaves me bewildered.

i remember swiss times. i remember breko times. i remember the new year's eve we had. i feel like laughing.

i remember so many things. so many many things it swirling in my head.

i think i shall pop by xue er's shop on sunday. i miss her so much all of a sudden.