It's a disappointing fact. One not of an emotion, nor of a guess, nor of anything hypothethical. It is the blatant truth, at least what it appears to me, or rather what you display of.



No doubt, it may be the cold hard truth that we all have grown up, we've made progress in each of our own paths in life, walking further away from each other. I don't disagree. Yet, at the same time, effort is required to somehow tie and interlink each path together.



No longer are you that shoulder to lean on, that person to go to in times of need. Perhaps, priorities have changed. Perhaps, you're in your happy place you choose to void yourself of your past. It's okay, it really is. It's your choice and you have that due respect for your decision.

I don't want to have to keep chasing after your tail, or to remind you of my existence. It's your call, you'll be here cos you want to, and if you're not, at least, I know it's not cos I didn't put in my fair share. Albeit all the reasoning I try to fit into the context, they all turn out to be excuses and I don't want to have to do that just to make myself feel better anymore.

When you need me, or us, I'll still be here and I guess, so will we. It's ultimately your choice, in every turn and every bend. Here's wishing you all the best, from the bottomest of my heart, wherever I am, and wherever you go.