You make me laugh.

I was looking forward to next year's road trip, to the extent I can't wait for it to be here. Then plans were almost made to rest, and we made plans on our own. I got excited again, so excited I planned a long list of villas I shortlisted for you to choose, where we'll have a couple of days to ourselves. Albeit it being literally a couple of days, I was a happy girl.

I haven't had the chance to show you the list, now plans for the road trip seem to be back in place. Don't get me wrong, I still want the road trip, it'll be fun I know, cos going anywhere with you would do. Perhaps I don't quite like my plans being shuffled all over the place, and it's tiring to get anxious, then disappointed, then anxious all over again.

Thinking through, it could also be because, I really want a holiday. Our last real trip was in April, if I remember correctly. Any one that's coming up would do, yet either one's not happening anytime soon. I'm not bored of the routine, I just need somewhere to escape, and live someone else's life just for a teenie weenie while. Or, maybe, it could be that I'm too envious of everyone else taking leave and going on a holiday.



July's a good 7 months away, and that's too long. I may just wilt and wither away into nothingness. It's too many days to count down till then, too many pending confirmations, for me to start anyway.

Having said that, I've never been more convinced, how much I enjoy doing absolutely nothing. Slowing the pace to almost a stop, after a week of hustle and bustle. Either that, or I'm simply too lazy to move my butt anywhere.

All I want to say right now is, you make me happy and make me want to run into the wall headfirst, all at the very same time. You're amazing.....and amazingly irritating.