In this world i call my own,contentment, self-belief, i make my thoughts known.

Thursday, June 08, 2006

From a distance...

If wishing upon a star could make really make the wish come true, I'd stay up all night to wish upon the stars I see. A wish to erase the hurt, the unhappiness. Another one to wish for the best, for you, for me, and for us.

I wonder, how I seem to you, the me you've come to know so far.

How much time exactly does one need to be sure of compatability? Perhaps, never.
People change, trees grow, flowers wilt.

"Nothing lasts forever, and we both know hearts will change."

This pursuit of self-indulgence, comfort, companionship, effort, hard work, commitment, and a whole lot more rolled together into one huge ball called love could either surge you right into the sky, or pin you down leaving you helpless and disillusioned.

Love is a big word. At least to me. It emcompasses a whole lot more than its superficial definition. The ties that come with it, the commitments it brings, it comes in a whole package with "fun, laughter, indulgence, euphoria and all things sweet and nice" in bold print and "possibility of hurt, pain, sorrow, confusion, denial, dependence" in fine print. Regardless whether one is aware of all these stated, we all step into this, willingly.

When I say "I love you", I mean it with all my heart. It means saying yes to all the terms and clauses enclosed. Talk is cheap. Yes, i totally agree. Yet, I can tell you a million truths, and you selectively choose to perceive them as untruths, where does that leave me? Am I to be labelled a liar? Am I to be labelled as being untruthful? Am I not true to this relationship?

Talk is cheap if you choose to perceive it to be so.

"A picture can paint a thousand words, so why can't I paint you? The words will never show, the you I've come to know."

Is talk still cheap now?

You decide the value and weightage of the words you listen. Listen, not hear.

If a man could be two places at one time,I'd be with you. Cos that's right where I want to be. Believe me when I say so.

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