spun out of control.

...its all out of control.

The mess I created in 2005 was brought over to 2006, after adding more emotions, more understanding, more thought, more tears, more laughter, more love, more this and that. Sounds like a even bigger mess than it was. In a way it is, though I gained some light on some matters.

I suppose its better in a way now. I'm just waiting for the moment to arrive.

On a side note, I went gown fitting with my cousin for her wedding. It seriously made me feel like getting married. For the gown! Haha
At the studio, I saw flashes of the possible future that maybe I shouldnt have.
Flashes of me and him..oh so scary! But it brought a smile to me.

Anyway, I'm so excited about the wedding its driving me nuts. Ok, no. Everyone else is driving me nuts. I cant imagine if I'm the one getting married. I think I'll age prematurely before the big day and look like an old hag.

I dont have much expectations in 2006. I just want to go with my plans and go with the flow abit. My priority is for the mess to clean up and for the happily ever after to unfold... happy dreaming..