Why doesn't everyone come with a guarantee or something? Something in the line of, guaranteed loyalty, guaranteed truthfulness or somewhat similar. Assurance is nothing. Its like buying insurance with a soon-to-be bankrupt insurance company. Talk is cheap.

At least a warning label of some sort would do fine, like a "Be careful of side effects" label to warn potential users of the possible dangers of using the "product". Trusting one's intuition cannot be relied on too much anyway. I probably live in a state of absolute self-denial. Throw me some nonsense I dont want to know, I'll develop selective hearing, selective memory and so on an so forth.

I'm currently in this state of "mind over my heart but sometimes, my heart is too strong for my mind" sort of mindset. It kills me. I honestly think that its going to be the bane of my life.

Strike the above out. I cant think. Kindly furnish me with some comfort, cos some part of me still isn't fixed. I'll numb, I'll heal, I'll take a step back to this vicious cycle again.