亲爱的你怎么不在身边

Our minds complicate our senses. We see things that are right smack in our faces, yet our mind forces us to look past them. We hear what people say, we interpret in what we feel is pleasing to us. Or what we would like to come from that person.

See. Perceive. Register. Digest. React. Act.

Somewhere in the process, it get twisted and tossed, like the game where the first person is suppposed to pass a message down the line, and at the end of it, the entire message becomes distorted.

And that's what makes it so hard.

Have you ever felt like your mind and your heart thinks 2 different ways? Like your mind says this should be the right thing to do, yet your heart says otherwise. It feels like I'm having a massacre going on the inside of me.

At times, my mind wins a little, and I start leaning over to this side.

Barely 5 minutes later, I decide otherwise.

How do you think with a combination of your mind and your heart? Personally, I think it's pretty far fetched.

At this very moment, my mind is having a very hard time persuading and convincing my heart to think the other way trying to stop me from doing something stupid I'll regret. I hope.










I miss you so bad
But its all right
Things are sunny on my side
I hope you're on your way back

No idea how long it'll take
Crossing my fingers and toes
It'll be real soon
Cos I still want you with me

Keeping these thoughts within me
A secret I can't reveal
Fumbling through the tunnel
Anticipating the unexpected

I'll be a couple of steps behind
Just in case you need me
I'm doing fine
Don't worry about me