used to it.

i'm used to it. used to being given high hopes then getting disappointed.

maybe they're right that i'd be the one initiating a break up instead of you. purely because you don't even think about us. you say you love me alot. much more than your ex. but you still take me for granted. its always the same old thing again and again.

i can wait hours for you but you wont do so for me. i think you expect me to do so.

you know how horrible my work is but you can still gloat to me that you're going home early.

you always say you'll bring me here bring me there but it never happens.

i put in effort to spend time with you be it rotting at your place, but you'd rather play computer games.

you expect me to be on call when you're out with your friends.

you say you worry about me, but it hasnt occured to you that i worry too.

tell me you're going to fetch me to work the next day, but you cant wake up.

always make me wake you up for work, then say i'm naggy.

i make it a point to wake up so much earlier and go down just to see you, you dont even open your eyes, and still say i disturb your sleep.

you know i'm scared of scary rides, but you still make me go with you. just because you want to.

you stopped sending me home since ages ago.

is love an excuse for everything? does it mean just because i love you or that you love me gives you a right to take me for granted?

maybe what they say is true.