In this world i call my own,contentment, self-belief, i make my thoughts known.

Tuesday, January 11, 2005

i'm glad i did

had a talk with eve just now. and i'm glad i did. i wont try to find excuses for what i did. not meeting up that sort of thing, but i'll try my best not to anymore. but i felt i had to do something. i couldnt stand it anymore.

my dearest gone for reservist. i miss him bad. but i went to his place to help him feed his fishies just now and i saw the door open. i was shocked..thought someone broke in or something. in the end, it was him and i scared the hell out of him. and he scared the hell out of me. i'm glad he's able to come out during the weekend. i'm not working. actually, i cant work. but he's having fun in reservist. aeroplane chess, poker cards, chinese chess, wine drinking (can you believe it???), suppers, the list just goes on and on... i cant possibly ill-treat myself while he's enjoying himself right? i'm gonna have fun with my friends!

the horriblest thing happened to me yesterday. a lizard, a big fat pale slimy disgusting gross horrible lizard dropped on my shoulder yesterday!!! it probably lost control when it saw me. i walked out of the toilet VERY calmly, then i cried! hahahahah...felt so dumb. it was probably more terrified of me than me of it. but who cares about how it feels. its so disgusting i can still feel its weight on my shoulder!!!

new year's on the way. coming real real real real soon.

caught up with winson today. real fun talking to him. i miss the "intellectual discussions" days. it was good for my brain.

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