the "perfect" world

today was fun! met up with eve, juan n su at coffeebean paragon. juan had to go the moment i reached. to save her relationship. bryant thinks she does not spend enough time with him. oh well...

we were discussing about su's "views and opinions". she really contradicts herself alot. felt like i was running around in circles. couldnt find my main point and i lost track of what i was saying. she seems to have this idea of what she or rather her life should be like and tries hard to make it that way. but somehow, her "perfect" world in her dreams wont happen in reality. sorry su. reality check. the world isnt perfect and it never will be.

i'm glad i went. i had fun. i always do with the jing jang gang. had a really scary thought. we're all going to be 20 this year. soon, we'll be working, some will be studying, then we'll be attending weddings, baby showers bla bla bla... its a scary thought. as much as i anticipate it, i dread it. i dont want it to happen. i dont think i'm ready yet. dont wanna grow up. yet. a lot of responsibilities come with the years and it just comes heavier and heavier. maybe in a couple of years i'll be married, settled down with a job and kids. maybe i'll be happily married, to whoever my future husband is. be it allan anot. it seems a far-fetched thought but somehow, it will happen fast. my new year's resolution shall be to treasure everyday and everyone more. better late than never!