3 times i've tried my dear. 3 times i didnt get an answer. banging into walls i feel like i'm doing. you think its only you in this?! why is it so hard to just tell me how you feel?i dont need you to give me a solution, to tell me what to do, to tell me anything. all i want is you to tell me what you're thinking, what you're feeling, what you're worrying about!
i'm tired of crying everytime this topic is brought up. you do things i cant explain. you hide your feelings what you think, maybe you think i'd be happier this way. i dont want this. i dont need you to do all these. i dont need your charity, or attempts to make my life better.
people ask me whether i feel if there's a future for us. i cant answer. only because i dont know what you're thinking. its you and me in this. not just you. not just me. i cant decide whether we'll have a future on my own. its a question shot to me from day one. up till now i cant answer. things have changed. things are no longer simple, even if my parents know about it. even if i see a future, things wont work out if we continue this way. i've been fighting off objections from so many people, not to come to this. i dont want people to decide our fate. i want us to have a future cos we can make it happen and last.
for so long, people have been objecting. i listened and judged for myself. sounds easy doesnt it? road has been smooth for you not for me. i'm the one going through the ups and downs. now that things have become more serious, you dont seem to want to share your thoughts with me. why do i try so hard to make it work? you tell me.
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