neglected

doing some major comfort eating here. i know i shouldnt be doing this. but hey..i need comfort. and i cant seem to get it anywhere else.

tons of thoughts going through my mind right now. i feel neglected. he hasnt spoken more than 10 sentences in 3 days to me. all i wanted to do after a long 9 hrs of standing and surveying, is a nice warm meal with my boyfriend. waited all day and not a single message. in the end i messaged him. he called and told me to have dinner myself. having dinner myself is one of the top ten things i absolutely hate to do. i've been having dinner myself on tuesday, on wednesday, on thursday, and probably on friday too. hellooo... where's my boyfriend?