In this world i call my own,contentment, self-belief, i make my thoughts known.

Sunday, February 13, 2005

meet the aunt

he brought me to his aunt's house the other day. it was huge. like 4 storeys high plus a basement kind of thing. and it was flooded with people. wrong. not just people. RELATIVES. it was practically a family casino kind of thing, with different kinds of gambling in different rooms. went there for dinner then left for his house to play mahjong. i practically fell asleep cos i had been out the whole day and all i did there was pour water for people and stare at mahjong tiles. when he was sending me home, he told me that his aunt probably had a good impression of me cos she kept asking me to eat and kept asking him to accompany me eat. i beg to differ. i prolly just have a pitiful and helpless look on my face screaming "help!!!!" that kinda thing.

ah jie commented "why, he want to marry you? why bring you to his aunt's house?" it shocked me for a second. it was his other aunt on the first day of new year. i couldnt make it. 2nd day, he brought me to another aunt's house. as if he wont give up, he wants to bring me over on the 8th day too. cos they going to pray or something. on the 19th of feb, he wants to bring me to his friends' gathering. now, things are moving fast, yet i have no idea whats he thinking. absolutely no idea.

it does feel better having pouring out what ever i feel to him, but i have yet to have a reply. i still need to know what he's thinking. he said he's still a little confused about going over, asked him about what. he just said many issues. then fell asleep. damn!

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