some things have the weirdest way of twisting themselves to an unbelievable end. one moment i thought things would have a happy ending and people who dont deserve to be treated well should get their desserts whereas for those who deserve better get what they deserve. now, things are apparently getting complicater. much much complicater. all i can say for now is.. its a vicious cycle.
i'm not going to object to anything cos i've been there, done that. i've been in your shoes my dear. i know how much it hurts and how it feels like. you decide for yourself what kind of a person he is. honestly, i dont have a good impression of him. thats why i warned her. why on earth are you stepping straight into a pit when you know you'll get stuck? you say you dont want to get hurt but you know very well, you will get hurt this time round? i dont know what to say. all i can say is i wish you all the best and hope i'm wrong. hopefully he'll treat you the way you deserve and change for the better.
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he's really going. going to vietnam. in 3-6 months time, he'll be gone. says he has to go cos the pay is so much higher and he needs to pay his debts badly. he'll be going over with his cousin to be a director in name. i was trying so hard to fight back tears. all those laughter were so fake. i paused so many times cos i felt my tears choking me. i hope you wont leave so soon.
once again, to remind myself, i cant be selfish. as much as i want you to stay, i know its for your own good. i do wanna be that supportive girlfriend whom you dont have to worry about in singapore. you'll come back every 2 months i know.
i want you to be here when i reach and start the next phase of my life, be it my working life or university life. but i know i cant tell you all these. guess i just got to learn to be more independent from now onwards.
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