the vicious cycle.

i suppose everyone has their own life to lead. that's what i've always thought. at the very least, everyone is responsible for their own life and how it turns out. but why do i seem to be responsible for everyone else'es life? this i cant answer.

finish what you start off. i mean, you knew what would happen and how things will turn out. especially since you made it happen, be responsible for it and bear the consequences. friends can guide you and be there for you but friends cannot solve your problems for you. at the end of the day, its still up to you you and only you. you created those problems yourself. problems, so as to speak, which wouldnt even be there if you didnt start it. you knew what was coming. you were warned my dear, you jumped straight into it and now the people who warned you have to clear the mess you left behind? how considerate.

i've learnt. learnt how things come as a vicious cycle. do unto others how you want to be treated. nothing more nothing less. if you give more, do so with no regrets. always step into other people's skin and feel and breathe their thoughts for that one split second. it brings more forgiveness to the things that people do. for me, i know i can forgive but i'll never forget. does it bring more justice to what i do? i try my best to understand, to think the way you think, to feel the way you feel, but there's a limit. i know for a fact my limit's pretty hard to reach.

breathe the air i breathe. feel the way i feel. think the way i think. see the things i see. be the person i am. just for a moment. just a minute. thats all i ask for.