everyone's harping on how great their valentine's day was. what their boyfriends did. the nice presents they got. how sweet they were. its getting on my nerves. cos i'm jealous.
i should stop complaining. yes, yk, i know its the path i chose.
chris treats me better and appreciates me more and say nicer things to me than my boyfriend. can everyone just get over v-day???!!!!
my advice to all girls out there. get a young guy. a guy with more time on his hands.
i hate his job.
" most men wont know how to appreciate their women until they're gone."
question: should i go?
at the phase where emotions run high and low all the time. extremes. i'm just trying hard not to think. not to be free. cos i know once i'm free, i'll think too much. maybe i just want to numb myself. free from pain and sorrow. i dont want to think.
cos i realised if i work the entire day, i wont message him or think about him too much. then it'll be easier for me to get used to him not being around. and i dont expect that he'll meet me just so that i wont be disappointed. so it'll be a bonus if he really does.
the thing is, when i try so hard to move away, he'll come back. if i dont message him the whole day, he'll message me. but he just doesnt treat me right somehow.
que sera sera. whatever will be will be...
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