nice and slow

things have been slow...

but i like it this way.

he treats me nice.

havent met up with eve for quite some time and i feel bad. but i cant seem to bring myself to go out. its too tiring answering questions and giving answers. i dont feel like spending money either. i will make myself ask her out. soon. prolly to holland v. chill, talk, eat, relax. yeah.

my tummy's killing me now. must be the laxatives i took. i know i should go see a doc or something, get some medicine do some checkups cos i get tummyaches very easily. but they're probably going to say the same old stuff again. i shall self-heal and not waste the money.