I've learned

Don't say something you don't mean.

Stop playing mind games with me.

I will let you go. Don't underestimate me. It's just a matter whether I want to or not.

Now, I know I want to.

I feel so disappointed in myself.
The man I've been loving since so long ago is in fact such a man.
The man I've been loving since so long ago is such a disappointment.

I'm just so disappointed in you. I gave you more credit than that. I had more confidence in you. I believed that you could do it.

Get a hold on yourself. You can do much better than that.

My heart for you is dying. You made it this way. I'm not going to let you manipulate my feelings anymore. I don't deserve this. Even if I owe you anything, I've done more than enough. I DO NOT owe you anything, anymore, never did.

This is the path you chose. You be responsible for your own actions. You're old enough. When are you going to wake up and do what you have to do, what you're supposed to do?

No matter what, I still wish you the best. I pray you'd wake up in time and realise what is important to you. I hope you'll learn to become a better person. Prove them all wrong. Don't live the rest of your life with regrets.

I suppose in a way, I was blinded.